The Rising Phoenix 2005 til Now 2021

The Rising Phoenix 2005 til Now 2021

When I created this Design I was in one of the Biggest moments of burning down old beliefs of not feeling Good Enough.  I was nicknamed the Comeback kid a long time ago. And this was another one of those times, I was coming back from Broke, Desperate and Feeling Unworthy in all areas of my Life.   When I did things to Shift my own Shitake, that's when I truly felt I was Rising from the Ashes of my past, forgiving myself & others while learning from those lessons.

 Starting even further back than the First picture in the main image, in 2005 I was in a stress filled job, marriage & life, I was over 200lbs and filled with Dis-Ease throughout my Mind, Body & Spirit.  Just like back then, in 2019 I found myself Doing it again, doing all the things everyone else said was right for me, as I thought I was Not Good Enough to make Good decisions.  From then til now took a lot of Inner Shadow work and Releasing,  it is an ongoing process of learning, growing, sharing and loving myself & others as I always Longed & Desired for me.  I am an Aries and for most my life I jumped on impulse & reaction especially if it felt like I was rebelling or saving.  In this journey so many times in my quick actions in the moment without the pause, I barreled over places, things and people that were heart centered and I couldn’t see at the time, when I was caught up in the Race of Life, thinking I didn’t have time to Pause & Meditate, when that’s exactly what I needed most.   I learned, when I take the time for me to honor and love myself more, the joy and happiness started showing up more in my life.   I found when I got caught up in pushing harder, working harder, desperation of not being enough and doing everything for everyone but me, I was depleted Mind, Body, Soul, Spirit in Family, Friends and Community, I forgot about me, up until now.   In 2019 I started doing a lot of looking back to learn the lessons so I could move forward with my Dreams, the reason I took the leap of Faith, the whole Belief in PurpleCrystal333.  What I realized was, the feelings I had, stemmed back from unresolved & unreleased traumas, triggers, fears & survival mode, so that meant I had Inner work to do.  For me the Desire to be Living a Dream while Building a Heart Centered Business and Brand for myself, family and loved ones, Seasoned & New are Worth it and the other souls that Feel this way too are Worth it.   Because I know Deep in my heart if we are willing to do the Inner Work, have the Hard Conversations with Love, Grace & a Safe Space, We CAN Release the Shitake that held us back from BEing & LIVEing our Own Best Lives from our Heart Centers.   Instead of roaring back at us, them & the world, taking a pause…

What would we need if it were us & What would Love do in this moment?

The Rising Phoenix symbolism isn’t a one and done symbol.  It symbolizes the many times I have burned to the ground in my beliefs and actions and no matter what I Rise from those Very Ashes and Soar like the Unique and Gorgeous Phoenix that I am.  

If this resonates with you, find the courage & valor in you to invest in you...3 Days, 7 Days, 28 Days, 7 Weeks whatever you choose, each and every day for what you CAN Commit to for you.  

Take the time to Wake up in Gratitude to start the Day, take 5 to 15 Mins 3 times a Day to Celebrate You (Your Choice) Meditation, Yoga, Dance, Affirmations, Singing, Napping, Gaming (What Brings you Joy, Confidence, Peace & Inner Quiet?), Notice throughout your day thoughts, things & actions that bring you more Fun & Ease rather than Worry & Dis-Ease and at the end of the Day, end with Gratitude & Release of all the challenges, worries & fears so Lessons Can be learned with more Love & Grace.  Learning our lessons and allowing others the Love & Grace to do the same.   I know for me, the more Gratitude I have and the more I Re-Lease to Live more Ease, Life shows me how I can Live & Share my Dream.  Thank you.   

I’d love to hear if you choose to try this and see how it feels for you.  I love hearing how others find ways to bring more Love, Grace, Joy and Fun back into the Everyday, it’s not just for Vacations, Days off, Retirement and Weekends.  

Btw, for me it was a Bonus to add different Essential oils to my routine to Support & Level it up even more, either way, you find and Be your Best, Every Day.  

Wowzers, that was a lot more than I thought I was going to Write, Thank you for Reading, Supporting and Guiding me on this journey.   I love you, I appreciate you, You are Enough and You are Fabulous Because you are.

Did you hear about the Challenge I have for us right now & there’s a Giveaway for 1 lucky person that invests in them by March 31st, 2021.